Curious & Confused

Before Blogging:
[Feeling: Curious]

As he sits beside me I wonder....
What he feels? Does he know how I feel?
Does he understand how I feel and why I feel this way?

My intuition tells me to go ahead and try?
But, why?
So naive, so convincing, why?

I want to give em' a try, should I?
Am I afraid? Yes! Very....

I'm afraid to fall for [his] talk...I'm afraid to fall for [his] love...I'm afraid to fall for [HIM]

But, he gives me this feeling that I haven't felt in a long time.
He holds me like he never wants to let me go.
He makes me smile bigger than I ever smiled before.
He sends me sweet notes just to make MY day!

Should I give it a try? But I'm so confused and it hurts because I know WHY...

So, as he sits by me, I wonder...
Does he understand how I feel and why I feel this way?

After blogging:

[Feeling: Confused]

On My Way To Junior Year

[Feeling: Accomplished]


So, my second year of college is officially complete!
It can't be a better feeling and I know it's going to show as a successful year.

Now, of course I always get excited towards the end of semesters but why shouldn't I?
After, all the hectic, stressful, frustrating classes and assignments, of course I'm going to be excited. I feel ACCOMPLISHED!


When you're pushed and forced to do something, no matter how mad you get, no matter how much of a struggle it may be, it will get done! And it was done!
[and that's how I feel about both my completed years of college]
When it comes down to the end, no amount of stress or frustration can add to the amount of joy and relief I feel.

Now, they do say junior year is the HARDEST, but I know I'm ready!
I'm prepared for the stress and frustration!
I'm looking forward to the fun and new experiences I will encounter!
I'm looking ahead and forward to walking across the stage in one more year!!!
[Another year to completion]

So, you've just read a blog from a college Junior!
Clark Atlanta University! Whoop! Whoop!

Pondering...

[you asking WHY? I'm asking WHY NOT?]

So, I realized I'm attached!

Well, what do you do when you don't want a relationship?

Emotions running wild, feelings attached

[uUugGghHhhH]

LOVE is so overrated!

So, I want to just go with the flow.

What if?

We will never know until we comport those "IFs"

Why should we? Why shouldn't we?

Emotions running wild, feelings attached

Should we? Or shouldn't we?

LOVE is so0o0o overrated!

Without this title, everything is still the same.
He makes me laugh, he makes me smile!
He's a joy to be around....
He's MINES! I'm HIS! [minus the title]

...UuUuuGggGhHHhH...
LOVE is so0o0o0o0 overrated!!

Apple Store

[5/3/08]

So, if you've never, ever went into the Apple Store and messed with their computers..you should!

Bigg Bro was in town, so I showed em' around. Just happened to go to the mall, isn't that what everyone does in a new city?

So, we went into the Apple store and Apple could not have created anything WORST!!

Those cameras on those computers are a MESS!

But, as [usual] and cliche, WE took pictures! [lolz] and just happened to start messing with the computers and found out we could SEND them to ourselves...omg!

So we did... and they are ABOVE!! That's big bro, my other half, my life!

WE CAN DO THAT!!