Curious & Confused

Before Blogging:
[Feeling: Curious]

As he sits beside me I wonder....
What he feels? Does he know how I feel?
Does he understand how I feel and why I feel this way?

My intuition tells me to go ahead and try?
But, why?
So naive, so convincing, why?

I want to give em' a try, should I?
Am I afraid? Yes! Very....

I'm afraid to fall for [his] talk...I'm afraid to fall for [his] love...I'm afraid to fall for [HIM]

But, he gives me this feeling that I haven't felt in a long time.
He holds me like he never wants to let me go.
He makes me smile bigger than I ever smiled before.
He sends me sweet notes just to make MY day!

Should I give it a try? But I'm so confused and it hurts because I know WHY...

So, as he sits by me, I wonder...
Does he understand how I feel and why I feel this way?

After blogging:

[Feeling: Confused]