Well, I do believe the statement, "A Broken Heart is also An Open Heart." It makes me think of how one has been heart-broken and although pain and heartache is running through their head, they are open to try new things and/or somebody else.
I've had my heart-broken TWICE...and the first time, it hurt, bad! And when I got over that heartbreak, I told myself I would never be hurt like that again. And it was all because my first time being in LOVE was the best thing ever, I felt..til I realized the truth. But, when the relationship began to fall apart, I felt like I was falling apart. One's first time being in love and being hurt will leave an impact on one's heart and mind that one will never be able to function the same.
Well, I although the second time I told myself, just like Mary, "I promise myself I will never get hurt again." Well it should've been different. But, it wasn't. I guess I hadn't learned and I let the second guy get away with some of the same things the first guy got away with. But, he learned somethings and tried to get better. But, I continued to think about past situations and incidents and it hurt and I felt I couldn't continue the relationship. Heartbreak two times in a role can DEFINITELY make your mind go crazy!
The second time was dealt with a little better than the first time, but it still hurt. But, after those two times, back-to-back, in a row, I decided to have an open heart. I have tried to love myself and protect my heart to the fullest and eventually let my guard down and give my heart to the one who knows how to take care of it. But, I also have to watch for heartbreak No. 3, just in case it may be on its way. But, I am continuing to have an open heart, even though mines has been broken twice. Because I know someone is out there for me, willing to give me their heart in exchange for mines.
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